I wanna marry you so that i can kiss you anytime i want

Hand in mine,
Into your icy blues,
And then I'd say to you,
We could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition, too.
I'd end my days with you
In a hail of bullets.
-Demolition Lovers[My Chemical Romance]



phew. damn this com its always illegal operation whenever i wanna update my blog. hmp.anyway just got back from jamming.tireddddddd. very yeah.. went home and cooked myself maggi laksa wah ncie ncie with egg and sausages. ummm. as i was eating and talking to mie on the phone she told me eating maggi would make ppl's hair drop as in get bald. as in "yun nam haircare bald"YES.mannn it'll be a bad time sey to lose my hair now.. cant imagine myself bald anyway.AND I STILL CANT SLEEPP ARGHHHHHH. FUCKNESS. gotta wake up early tomm and be there by 11. heh good luck to me. k la take care faggots and starposers!

Black Eye

its our annivesary today! im not gonna tell u guys how many mths we've been thru. just figure out urself lah k! hrmmm mie,thanks for being there for me always. u're the bestest thing that ever happened in my life and im thankful for that and if loving you is the last bestest thing that is ever going to come by my life,i can gladly say that i've lived through a happy ending and no matter what u're still the only one for me. Just remember that yyou'll be the last girl i ever say "I LOVE YOU" too. damn, i'm missing u badly now. ur hugs,ur adorable eyes everything. i love you dear. and happy (insertnumberhere) annivesary dear.We will be strong.


[10:28:23 PM] mempersembah: ader ke tadi aku tercakap hi ngn salah
orang.. aku ingatkan kau seh ...
[10:28:42 PM] Pray For Moj: waaaaaaaahahahahahahhahahahahaha
[10:29:04 PM] mempersembah: diam ar piesay. skrg org tu ingatkan aku
cam nak number dia.
[10:29:27 PM] Pray For Moj: ahahahahahahahahhaa
[10:29:30 PM] Pray For Moj: or melayu?
[10:29:36 PM] Pray For Moj: org
[10:29:40 PM] mempersembah: ar ar
[10:29:42 PM] mempersembah: dia kai mesh cap tau
[10:29:44 PM] mempersembah: den pakai sling bag
[10:29:49 PM] mempersembah: den pakai baju belanng2
[10:29:53 PM] mempersembah: beh duduk luar seg..
[10:29:59 PM] mempersembah: beh akutgk time ar. skali mujib eh..
[10:30:10 PM] mempersembah: terus aku cam walk past dia dari blakng
aku cakap hi
[10:30:11 PM] mempersembah: beh dia pusing
[10:30:14 PM] mempersembah: SKALI SALA ORANG DAA..
[10:30:16 PM] mempersembah: PEH PIESAY..
[10:30:22 PM] mempersembah: cam nak terhembus aku peh watermelon..
[10:30:24 PM] mempersembah: tapi menten.
[10:30:31 PM] mempersembah: serik siak. terus dia senyum2 la ape la..
[10:31:07 PM] Pray For Moj: whahahahaha
[10:31:10 PM] Pray For Moj: kawan baru!!!!!!
[10:31:26 PM] mempersembah: ahaha hotak hang.
[10:31:29 PM] mempersembah: piesay gila babz
[10:31:32 PM] mempersembah: confident seh..

heee. and u're still my number 1 miss confident. love you.

Room19

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you.
- Incubus[I Miss You]

ahhhh! i cant believe i din put the lyrics for this incubus song in my past entries~It has got to be one of my favouite songs. geeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. anyway 22 words to describe today---"today was great and i hate banglas and joggers. If the whole world was made up of them i'd stay in MARS"
anyway here below are some pick up lines u guys should learn to get to know a girl or something ya know~ here u go--

"(Walk into her chest) "If they weren't sooo large, it wouldn't have happened."
"Are those space pants? Cuz your ass is out of this world!"
"All those curves, and me with no brakes."
"I know milk does a body good, but baby, how much have you been drinking?"
"You've got to refer me to your plastic surgeon."

hah. talking about flattering someone across the street~oh yeah u'll be successful..,in getting 60000 consecutive slaps on ur face morons! nyaehaehahe.

####Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs,
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes,
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears.
What is it else? A madness most discreet,
A choking gall and a preserving sweet....####

StarsForScars

Sara Fucking Sara Fisher,
Please stay on the line
There are so many things I'd like to say
But your busy all the time
She gives us t-shirts, sends us posters
Seals them with a smile
And you'll know she'll be there from 10 to 5
"Hello this is Sarah Fisher"
Yeah!
-No Use For A Name[Sara Fisher]

You know at the point of time when u hate that person just because he's irritating or proud or snobbish or just being an ass and u feel like shoving his/her head so far up their asses that they have to cut their little nipples just to see and when u stumble upon his/her journals and started reading from start and realised he/she doesnt have a much more fortunate life than u do? Well,thats the feeling i am experiencing now. and man it feels shitty. I mean he might be irritating and all but still sheesh,god knows what he's experiencing at home. and i feel bad yeah i do. and to think that i have my parents,friends and shammie to listen out my problems,gosh i must be one of the luckiest person. all i have to say is guys cherish whatever u have now. when they're gone man.. u'll never find someone else as caring,loving,compassionate as those who are to you right now.it's never too late to get close to ur parents or ur friends or ur hubbies or ur daddies or ur mummies. i mean since they're still there to care for you,appreciate whatever they've done.

###"You have done it
Without a touch,
without a word,
Without a sign.
You have done it
By being yourself.
Perhaps that is what
Being a friend means
After all."###

HairyHair

Well it seemed like yesterday
When the world was looking dark
It felt so cold and grey
And why the hell am I even here
What's the purpose, all I feel is guilt and hate and fear
Uh Huh, Yeah Yeah Yeah, Ohhh Ohhh
-Unwritten Law[Cailin]

sigh~it just gets better everytime we meet. yeah. the same ol routine met her den went to orchard. b4 that i indulged myself with a delicious scrumptious oh my baby u're c... ok. "snickers cruncher". wah heaven.chocolate heaven.ate alot today though. oh yeah. something funny happened today. miss shammie bought herself a lemon coke. as she was happily sipping her drink while heading towards the traffic light,she didnt notice there was a lowered platform in front of her. as she held her head up high she walked confidently with her drink in hand as she tripped with full force causing her limbs arms and head to shake violently.omg. heee street comedy for you! heh. ahhhh the journey back home in the train was great1 heee. i liked the kisses. woyahhhhhh- kie guys till den,watch out for lower platforms~

#If the day comes when i
die,
And go up
in th sky,
As I'm there
so far,
I'll Write your name on
every star,
So You'll look up
and see,
HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO ME#

AutoSamOn

And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling,
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall,
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust,
Just think happy thoughts and we'll fly home.
We'll fly home.
You and I,
We'll fly home.
-My Chemical Romance[Headfirst For Halos]

its FUCKING HOT. yeah. really. sigh. i cancelled the jamming session today. yes! heh. gonna catch up on more nickelodeon shows and sleep. woooohooo.and i really really anticipate tuesday yawwww...wooo. anyway in case u dumbfucks dont know which is the shoe im buying here u go~!

Bite Me Dipshit

Lie to me
Give me something worth living for
Tell me a reason worth fighting for
Give me anything
Anything to keep me breathing
-MatchBook Romance [ Your Stories, My Alibis ]

ah. im still worned out from tuesday's chalet. phew. glad its over. now to hit the shack.

####Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs,
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes,
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears.
What is it else? A madness most discreet,
A choking gall and a preserving sweet.#####

Palawan And The Malay 'chick'EN

Selamat tinggal sayang...
Bila umurku panjang
Kelak ku 'kan datang
'Tuk buktikan satu balas 'kan kau jelang
Jangan menangis sayang
Ku ingin kau rasakan pahitnya terbuang
Sia-sia, memang kau pantas dapatkan
-Cokelat [ Karma ]

Friday
went to met dear after he rpaper at amk. sat for a while den we headed to town taking 162. yea. the long journey in the bus made me felt closer to her as i held her hands tighly while she rested her head on my shoulders. heh yea. at town we walked happily from shop to shop. comment this comment that. yeha. and in the end she got herself a top at roxy. nice ah! heh. den we ate at ljs and headed to bishan park. the journey from town to bishan park was a hilarious one. just ebcause of thic malay 'chick'EN. hu made 'sounds released when u're having an intercourse with another sex' and she made it when the bus breaked. wow. im amazed. yea. we were laughing as hell. sat ard bishan dere and headed home. good day for both of us~ yeah.


Yesterday
hmmm. went to palawan in the morning yesterday. met up with epi and the geng. had a wild time at palawan. met up with jeg kin wan wir joel shah eddy. yea. had a roll of a toilet roll time@ yea. was feeling lethargic already when we made it for the gig at sunset bay. she was there to lend me a shoulder to rest my head on. wahhhhhh the warmth of lying down on her. blisssssss ah blissssssss. yea. she gave me another surprise. sigh. thanks dear~. anyway today gonna go jamming later in the afternoon practice abit n our songs yeah. so till den take care!

####"My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite."####

Pin Head Larry & Dirty Dan

And you read about it
You just can't sleep without
The pages of the magazine
Don't believe in all you read
You can't trust the tabloid magazine
And I don't wanna break down
-The Living End [ Tabloid Magazine ]

ahhh another exam finished. and i can go find for a job now. passed up my pnc project just now during lunch time. as usual tony leong was asking so many questions.sigh~anywayyyy. i sppent the aftermath of my paper with her.yea. sat ard for a while den headed to ljs to have our oh-so-late-lunch. yea. couple of minahs were staring at us. sheesh. "takmo yaya larh girl!" arh da all so famous mat quote. yea. heh. when i get married i wanna do it jawa style~ but im bugis. hmmm. yea so anyway. tomm gonna go to town with her~ maybe gonna get myself a pair of berms. oh ya.while i was walking back home without listening to my discman i put much thought about how deaf i am. like org cakap lain i hear lain. here are some examples on why im really freakin deaf-

(1)
her:aiyah nadirah proned to do that
me:ape? nadirah penunggu durian?
(2)
wan:eh biler ah newcastle lawan marseille?
me:bila masa marsiling ade castle?

and sometimes i like terssasul in english i call it "speak-o" almost similar to typo arh. only the mistakes are verbal. here are some.~

(1)
"Kalau ade fire kat rumah sane call fire bomba lah"
(2)
"i wait for u lama tau i PADAM OFF PADAM OFF PADAM OFF hp i..."
(3)
"Rancid dah tua eh suspect dorang ade CUCE"(i was supposed to say cucu)

sigh... the faulty mistakes one's body part can make. devastating effects. cuce lah pennungu durian lah. tsk tsk klah guys till den take care!

####"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate. Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, and summer's lease hath too short a date."####

PornCorn

In our world's degradation we take
for granted all we have
And all that we were given.
When was the last time that you looked up
and gazed upon a shopping mall
And said, "how beautiful?"
- Rx Bandits [Nothing Sacred]

exam was a blast. foooh glad im thru with it. sat the whole 2 hours in the exam hall to do what i can do. and man it felt good to like do almost every single question in the paper.im just hoping that ill pass it. thursday's my erp. and ermmm. well at least i covered some topics yea. later in the afternoon maybe gonna study more with wan. or maybe with dear. anyhoo, after my paper met up with em' and her. din get to like spend much time with her today. so yea. gonna make up for everything we missed today. nyahahahahaha. yea. rafiq called. and asked where i was and everything. so i asked him to tag along go jamming wit us~ yea. its been a long time since i met him. if the word "karadipayan" does not come out from his mouth. haiii.. tak sah~yea practiced abit on our songs today and headed home with zal today. yea. argh. gotta reprint the pnc project now. till den. roger out roger rabbit----!


#####With my love’s picture then my eye doth feast, and to the painted banquet bids my heart; another time mine eye is my heart’s guest, and in his thoughts of love doth share a part. So either by thy picture or my love, thyself away art present still with me, for thou not farther than my thoughts canst move, and I am still with them and they with thee; or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight awakes my heart to heart’s and eye’s delight.#####

Undert The Starlit Skies

Look at you now
Remember how you gave me shit
and I made lemonade out of it
Pass me the sugar and things still won't be right
Look what you've built
Now are you proud of your deceitful quilt?
Well I won't cover myself in it
The warmth has just been choking me
- Tsunami Bomb [ Lemonade ]

pencil.CHECK.pen.CHECK.ruler.CHECK.calculator.CHECK.pencil box.CHECK.brains.ermmm. arghhhhhhhh! tomm exams. Computing Mtahs. Guys wish me luck. if i fail dats it. abang2 ns waiting for me. yeah. so yea. studied and revised abit just now while waiting for dear. set theory,binary numbers,logic,basic algebra,hmmm. yes revised everything. heh. yea. talking abotu dear. we kissed unser the stars today. a meaning? hmmm. maybe. maybe ade hint dat we're gonna get married.! or tunang! or even khawin! ah! ah! mak sayer nak khawinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. heeeheee. im still laughing my ass off about how thin adlina's hands were when shammie told me. i told her lah like u know the game where people throw the dougnuts thingy into poles to get points. i was laughing like a porbocis monkey in the train.yea. dear didnt get my joke. anyway. im always lame. yela jib! lame boleh jalan per! "takmo yaya lah girl!" mampos another mat quote. hmm i should start to leave mats&minahs quotes after every entry eh?aiyo. heh nvrm. wish me luck guys.

##### No sooner met but they looked, no sooner looked than they loved than they sighed, no sooner sighed but they asked one another the reason, no sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy.######

Head On Collision

Ibarat air di daun keladi
Walau pun tergenang tetapi
Tak meninggalkan bekas
Pabila tersentuh dahannya bergoyang
Air pun tertumpah tercurah
Habis tak tinggal lagi
-D'lloyd [ Cinta Hampa ]

warh.
great day.
met her.
went jamming.
and she gave me a gift.
hehehehehehhe.
hahahahahhaa.
huhuhuhuhuhu.

#I want you to get swept away. I want you to levitate. I want you to sing with rapture, dance like a dervish.

Siti Hornyiza


I'm tryin to forget you and everything we had
(we didn't stand a chance)
we're miserable and it's true we haven't learned a thing
but now I know I'll trust no one else
(There's a time when we were back and forth, it wasn't easy)
I guess we're back where we belong
one thing is for sure, it wasn't strong
I'll see you on the outside
-NUFAN[ On The Outside ]

Many miles and many smiles, we share, as we both look up and gaze at our star, knowing love is in the heart and we shall sleep well, my Love.

ha! yea. missed out a chance on going shopping with the guys. anyway. was werking. and as usual, very tiring ar. heh. yea~ called her straight right after work.. she was like. "hello!" in a very excited voice. heee. missed her soo much~ tomm gonna meet up up again with dear~ hee.. yea~ tomm we will surrender ourselves to each other yeah ahhhhhhhhh. eee so cchoryny!

"For my eyes have been mistaken, for this to be true, an Angel so low, an Angel so bright, for it's as if God himself, has stolen two stars from the night sky, And hid them within your eyes, so one day you shall see, the beauty within, the Angel I see, but above all, you have became, the Angel of my heart..."

Anoymously Mie

My evil plan to save the world,
Just you wait 'till it's unfurled,
It'll go down in history.
It's prophetic,
No, it's not pathetic.
I can't believe I made it up myself.
-five iron frenzy[ my evil plan to save the world ]


finally i got u where i wanted,in my arms,and i will always stay there in ur heart.Lock me from outside,i dun think i ever want come out,i just love being with u,i do i do, i do.# gee the cats were Horny and we were Corny. yeaa. we wereeeeeeeee. oh yea~ anyway darling gave me these news article. and i could imagine the gore and allll on bed. go on.. reead....
------------
Penis explodes during sex

Doctors in Romania are treating a 28-year-old whose penis exploded while he was making love to his girlfriend.

Ilarie Coroiu was taken to hospital in the Transylvanian town of Cluj after his girlfriend, Magdalena, 18, "felt something strange" and noticed that the bed was covered in blood.

Dr Angela Domocos, head of the accident and emergency department at Cluj General Hospital, said: "It is very rare for this to happen. We call it an exploded penis because it happens when the blood cavities in the penis burst.

"I don't know what this couple were playing at, but there must have been tremendous pressure inside the penis to make this happen."

Mr Coroiu is now recovering after an operation to stop the bleeding.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. with capital EEEEEEEEEEEEEE. YEAH. HEH.

*****I WANNA GROW OLD WITH U,TO SEAT BESIDE U ON A ROCKING CHAIR HOLDING HANDS,AND WE WILL DIE,YES DEAR,DIE OF AGE, AS WE WATCH THE SUNSET~*****