Bukit Botak

Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Placebo - [Every You Every Me]

She today very funny arhh!!! Hahaha. Ader ke Bukit Batok jadi Bukit Botak!! Wahahahha. Today never go work arrr. Go meet Wan @ Bukit Botak.. Then study my Enterprise Resource Planning.... Once again, I just loved the bombastic of my subjects.. heheheheheheheheh.... Hhahaha. Then just now we walk to BB, was talking to her about my friend.. Suddenly she laugh.. Hahahahaha.. Laugh no voice siak.. Then panicc.... Haiyah.. Then got this irritating mails on my inboxx.. Aku sekelkang sampai Bukit Botak baru kau tau..
Raba'a = Rabak ah. Slenger la budak tu..
Anyway, miss you love you loads. #

Commercials, Commercials


My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer
-dashboard confessional[ hands down ]

sigh my darling is driving me crazy sak aiyooo. cant wait her to meet tomm. eh! i mean cant wait to meet her tomm. yeah. so i just lazed ard today in bed most of the time and did a little bit of study on my enterprise resource planning. i cant believe i just spelled that out. padahal can just call erp. heh i just fancy all these bombastic subject names im taking. hee. fun. yeah anyway while i lazed ard in bed i noticed some commercials are real stupid, some cant understand, and bla bla bla. lets name some of them shall we...


Most Irritating Commercial
Singtel IDD- yes. why? godddddd. u should see how dat guy goes. "cheyyyyyyhhhhh i more hensem i got free talk time and blabla bla" and that retro headed guy is dumbest guy i ever seen on tv. i dunno whether he acts dumb or he is really dumb. god. u guys take the sunpage and all and screw it up ur tight ass larh. stupid commercial.

Most Cannot Understand Comemrcial
Perfect Ten"It's better to have a song stuck in ur head"- this has got to be the weirdest yet lamest commercial i ever seen. i shall nopt elaborate more on this. u guys watch larh tengok faham tak. punye lah bodoh. sheesh. why not have the axe stuck into ur ass. heh. dat'll be great. lousy radio ppl.

Most Hilarious Commercial
The coke football thingy- yeah funny ahahaha. this is the commercial where the ball hit the post then its on the line then all the fans drink coke den the ball move. mak kau lame giler babi nyeee. yeah den the part where they say dreams can go high then that guy with the so called inter milan jersey ngah celebrate sliding suddenly he terbang. go crash urself into the plane and have ur brains busted larh boy! u guys crtack me! ahahahhahahahahahha.

and yeah i anticipate tomm. im drowning in you love. drowning....

BBQ Lay's and V coke


You kissed me
then dissed me
But now you say you miss me
and You used me
Confused me
But you don't wanna lose me
Don't talk to me
Don't acknowledge me anymore
I'm just another score
-home grown[kiss me, diss me]

it's official,
i love her,
i miss her,
kiss me,
heh.
yeah i said it and i'll say it again
it's OFFICIAL.
heee good night [darling-]

i love my abc's; and i love you.

So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count
and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the
time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because
your lips are stuck to his.
-The Starting Line [Saddest Girl Story]

im speechless.
1 moon.
2 banglas
6 stars
a million ghee-ses. you just make my day, taking out your spectacles, the madness, i love you loads.
no.
no.
i love you madly and deeply.
i miss you always.
thanks for making my day by telling me i make your day everyday.

Saint Cinammon Kisses

She talks to angels.
It has to be the truth,
It's the only explanation
For the way she's acting.
-unsung zeros[lose it all]

morning.heh. met up with wan ard my area den headed to clementi to meet up with fidz and epi. finally i got to fix my guit. FINALLY ARH!yeah cost me 5 bucks just to fix that small blardi thing heee. yea. den slack with wan jap outside ginza. yeah den i left for yew tee to meet her.


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heh. told u guys many times kan im so deeply madly in love with her. yea. so met her at yew tee. asked her to wait at 7 11. turun tangga from mac je nampak dia. ngan muke cute dia diri gitu macam bawak beg roxy. and alahai! dia pakai skirt..hehehehehehehehehe. yea. dah sampai saner. ouuuuu she supplies! me with saint cinammon. hee. blueberry and choc. heh. happy giler~thanks yah. thanks alot. yeah. played a game with her. she named it "inallilah" game. den i thot she said lidah game den i stepo lah testing je. yela ade finger dalam mulut per!. sigh feeling again much closer to her. gave her a goodbye kiss kat mrt. she returned many sey~. hmm dats all take care k u... yes youuu... and u know i miss youu and love you loads... yes youuuuuuuuuuuu yessssss....... hehehehe.

Best Weapon,Best Day


From a walk to a run
By the time they’re done there is only rust
The official language of f*cked up and static air
Before he speaks his machines all agree
Lips wind them up and march them out
History repeated and read out loud
~something for kate[best weapon]



heh. splendid day it was. anyway i would like to apologise for the previous entry i wrote. thanks guys for being there for me. real friends larh u all. love u guys. anyway. today was all spent with her. yeah. met her at 2 at amk. as usual she was studying for her test. ahhh. she was wearing skirt today,and the same ol t shirt that when we first met. hehehe. memories. yeah. so when she went for the test i sat at elp to finish up the remains of what are left at the construction site! ape jib! finish up project larh. yea den waited for her again until she finished her test. surprised her with a big juicy red watermelon. hehhhh nak sembunyi kan tak jadi. she and her curious eyes trying to see whart i was hiding. padahal watermelon je! she muched on it happily and right after that we left.

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reached yew tee. weather was good. windy and all. heee. we read messages that we each sent each other. giggling malu2. haiyah. blushing like mad~ sak. hot rod circuit,matchbook romance,bubble tea,watermelon,yew tee,stars,incubus,maroon 5,peter pan,more stras,starbucks,studded belt,skirt,vans shoes,more and more stars. some of the things that reminded me of her everytime i miss her. yeah we list all the things that reminded ourselves of each other. wah such bliss. i feel like falling in love for the first time. yeah. den she decided to play with my hair and as i got really tired and sleepy i silently placed my head on her lap while she played with my hair and all. told her many stuffs.how i feel for her.how much i miss her.how much i cherish her. since her hands were all oily during the playing of my hair thing. i wiped her hands with my t shirt. and slowly slipped my fingers thru hers and held her hand tight. i nvr felt this close to her b4. when it strucked nine. she sealed everything with a kiss on my forehead. i was touched. real touched. i really felt comfortable with her. i really do. and as we were approaching yew tee mrt. once again i slipped my fingers into hers as we held hands while walking. sigh.. it really felt good to be much closer to her. i cant help but to say this. im deeply in love with her and i do miss her badly now~ its a day to remember,a day to remember...sigh. *grinning from ear to ear*

Forgive

how is it possible i can forgive her for all that she has done to me. how? why? caus ei love her too much and i miss her too much everyday. and why is it she cant forgive me for something i've done that is just a lie that i made up because i didnt want her to know. why cant she forgive me like i forgave her? why. why is it that i always give in. am i too nice?do i let people step on my head? not saying dat she is. but am i just giving in too much. why is it i can even have the heart to evennnnnnn say "its okie" to her even after after 3 times.? why, cause again i love her too much. and i miss her everyday. i really dont know.. and all this happens when tomm im gonna surprise her with something. when tomm is the day im so looking forward to meet her. it had to be tonight. how could i even irritate her on the phone when i know its her period. how can be so unreasonable to make up a lie to her. im just another unreasonable jerk. HEAR THAT PEOPLE IM JUST ANOTHER UNREASONABLE FUCKING CUNTY JERK. FUCK ME. FUCK ME. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE ME. TO HELL WITH ME. GO ROT MUJIB YOU DIPSHIT. U UNREASONABLE PIECE OF TRASH.

from up here the city lights burn
like a thousand miles of fire
and im here to sing
this anthem of our dying day..
-story of the year [anthem of our dying day]

i cut my hair! and the barber is.. aiyoh.. dono whart to say seeeehh!! huahuahauha. anywayyyy, today... today.. today ape eh.. today nothing arrr.. i damn boreddd ahhhh.. and someone is updating for me thiiisss bloogggg.. whauwhauhwuahw... oh yeah, just now slack at the block beside bridge with my friends.... lah jib.. tu pun nak bilangggg.. kawhawkhkawhkawh.... so yeahhh... i missssss him tooo.. hahahahaa.. ok arrrr. dah update dah! tgh find a way arrr nieeee... soon ill come back with more spongebobalicious storiessss... life is greaaaaaaaattttttt.. hahahahha.. jgn emo emo k jib? laterrrr laterrrr... latteerrr. oh ah.. later i need to buy bubble tea & watermelon.... hahahahahhahaha.. what onlyyyy....... k arrrrrrr... gtg....... boringg.... but life is greatttt... k thanks people for d motivating tags on ur boarddsss.. nyanyahayayhayhaa.. yeah yeah, everyone is here for me... kakahkahkahakhkaa... eh diam siak stop laughinggggg..... oh ah... semalam dalam train.. makdikss.. kekeks man... ada couple ni dalam train.. the guy enjot-ing to the girll.. ya allahhh... k laa... people if ur hornyyy.... banyak2 beristighfar k? hahahahahaha..k byeyeeeee!!!

Sharp Cutting Edge

[edit]im ok

Mimpi yang Sempurna

Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila ku mulai merasa
bahasa kesunyian
Sadarkan aku yang berjalan
dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
Semua dalam keraguan
Aku dan semua yang terluka karena kita

Aku kan menghilang
dalam pekat malam
Lepas ku melayang
Biarlah ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita
dalam mimpi yang sempurna

Alkaline Trio- Radio


Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing, after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
While you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'd drive straight off the edge.

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind.
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red.

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm planning out my revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'm seeing red.

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

Plugged in and ready to fall.
Plugged in and ready to fall.

Plugged in and ready to fall.

*This Are My Dreams*

helllllllooooooooooooooo!(buat suara sengau) cam wayang cina kulit nye org. lar. u know wayang kulit like dinosaur. ah ape2 jela! anywayyyyyyyy how's everyone? good? cause u're the next contestant on the price is right! COME ON DOWN!
*contestant tergolek2 depan si announcer tu*anyway,past few days have been great. met her yesterday and yesterday yesterday. yeah. talked under stars. hmmmmm a meaning? maybe,i dont know. sigh. miss you lar so much. yes you. youuuuuuu laaaa. heeeeeeeee.hmmmmm im currently doing my pnc project. better finish it or that mr leong will become hotjet. he like ric flair lar he. anyway. feeling sick sak today. fever,diarrhoea,flu,cough. all at once. shheeeeeshhhhhh. all i can do is lie down in bed. *ya la! now im lying down with computer in front of me lar!* gila..... hehhhhhhh. anyways tomm my poc test. an open book one. hope i'll do well and impress mr tommy the choo choo train. kar u guys take care!

Not Your Savior-NUFAN

I'm not your savior,
I'm not who you want me to be
A cowardly mistake I've made so many times before,
refusing to break
Cut my losses ties them with you,
like a good boy I'll pretend
and promise not to do it again

ok. this is not mujib. just updating this for him. heh heh heh. **

Incubus - I miss You

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I´m wasting away.

I know I´ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.

I ♥ thick framed glasses

heh i got myself one actually~at 77 street. yesterday ar. after i had lunch with hafidz,halifi,much,shida n iqbal. yeah. i expected more ppl sey. punye lah sikit macam semut2 nak gi raye gitu. anyway yeah.did that yuesterday. 2 days b4 she messaged me something. punyelah shocking-sigh. yeah we talked long. realll long. yea. admitted some stuffs though. den yesterday night ar. she really made her choice. heh. glad about dat. im like grinning from ear to ear since yesterday. yea. so today had a jamming session. preparing for the aud on tuesday. sigh dunno ar. all my fault,alien,i wont spend; hope can ar. heh. slacked with em' at coffee shop. den headed home. oh ya! today's my mum's b'dae. didnt get her anything. planning to go buy her that burt bacharach cd she always wanted tomm. see first ar. anyway happy b'dae ma! heh. best mum lah you! heee. :.:.till den.:.:

*NUFAN*-Redemption Song--*

Oh pirates, yes, they rob I;
Sold I to the merchant ships,
Minutes after they took I
From the bottomless pit.
But my hand was made strong
By the hand of the Almighty.
We move forward in this generation
Triumphantly.

Gerimis Mengundang- Slam


Kusangkakan panas berpanjangan
Rupanya gerimis, rupanya gerimis mengundang
Dalam tak sedar ku kebasahan

Pernah juga kau pinta perpisahan
Aku sangkakan itu hanyalah gurauan
Nyata kau serius dalam senyuman

Bukan sekejap denganmu
Bukan mainan hasratku
Engkau pun tahu niatku
Tulus dan suci
Senang benar kau ucapkan
Kau anggap itu suratan
Sikit pun riak wajahmu
Tiada terkilan

Hanya aku separuh nyawa
Menahan sebak di dada
Sedangkan kau bersahaja
Berlalu tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan

Sia-sia kukorban selama ini
Jika kasihku, jika hatiku
Kau guris oh oh oh...
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